Crazy Love

"Love & insanity are somewhat related in the way that they make us act." _Ne-Yo

The Music vs. The People

My love of music exceeds my love of people. People, they disappoint you more than music ever will.

"Turn your face to the sunshine and all the shadows will fall behind"

                                                    _Helen Keller

A Kiss

"A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous" _Unknown

"Faith, Trust, & Pixie Dust.!" Lol I'm watching Tinkerbell & The Great Fairy Rescue.

Nothing Gold Can Stay

Nothing Gold Can Stay
by

Robert Frost

Nature's first green is gold,

Her hardest hue to hold.

Her early leaf's a flower;

But only so an hour.

Then leaf subsides to leaf.

So Eden sank to grief,

So dawn goes down to day.

Nothing gold can stay.

This is one of my absolute favorite poems. My 11th grade english teacher made me translate this and was shocked when I did it with such ease.

Ursula

Underestimated
Rebellious
Sensual
Unusual
Lovely
Alluring

Rain

I want the rain to fall hard to mask the tears that run down my face. 21 years of hurt, pain, disappointment, heartache, betrayal, anguish, hate, fear, and many unanswered questions. Wash away my sorrows so when the rain stops & the sun beams again. I can smile along with it.

"You don't study to remember because then you'll forget. You study to understand and then you'll remember"

Like/Love/Lust

Do you know the differnces between like, love, and lust?

There is a difference, right? It isn't just me who thinks there's a difference, is it? It took me a while to distinguish the three but I think I may have it.

To like is to find agreeable. To like a person is to agree with their personality, looks, thoughts, company, etc. You could LIKE someone that you just met. You may agree with their beauty but not with their thoughts. So you'll tolerate the nonsense that spews from their lips. You'll put up with the silly antics because you LIKE to be seen in public with them because they do compliment you well when out. You may like to talk to them even tho they aren't easy on the eyes. Talk to them all day everyday buBut you don't love them. Yet, you may LOVE their sex ..... hmmmmmmmm

Now love is a little more complex. See no one can actually place a finger on what love is. All that we know is It's a strong affection. It is definitely stronger than like. But to define it is difficult. Everyone has their own perception of love but all will accede that when you stumble across real love you'll know.

Lust. Hmmm I think we've all experienced lust. You don't have to love a person to lust them. ou may like something about them though. Lust usually deals with sexual desire. STRONG sexual desires. Have you ever lusted a person? Thinkin about how good it would feel to engage in amative activities with someone in which you LIKE their physical attributes.

This is only my opinion. You may disagree with my thoughts and that's okay. Thanks for reading my thoughts on the matter. I appreciate it.

Sneak*y
[snee-kee]
-adjective
sneakier, sneakiest
like or suggestive of a sneak; furtive; deceitful

Li*ar
[lahy-er]
-noun
one who tells lies

Ma*nip*u*late
[muh-nip-yuh-leyt]
-verb (used with object)
--lated, -lating
to manage or handle with skill or cunning

Hyp*o*crite
[hip-uh-krit]
-noun
person given to hypocrisy

Hy*poc*ri*sy
[hi-pok-ruh-see]
-noun
--sies
the false professing of qualities such as virtue piety, etc.

I know/knew what all of these words meant before I placed the definitions on this hear post. It seems to me that some people do NOT know what they mean. I'm baffled at how they don't know what they mean when they demonstrate them on a daily basis. Not only do they demonstrate them on a daily basis but, they use these words to classify others. What I advise is that they look into the mirror.

Crazy

You ever felt yourself slipping away? Like..You feel your bones cracking from the weight of the world on your shoulders. You want to give up because you know you can't take it anymore. You don't want want to hear the lies. Tired of the arguing. Sick of reality itself. As a kid you'd never have fathomed how much stress growing up brought. Relationships with people make everything more exasperating. It's always SOMETHING with SOMEONE. You're too close with this person. Or not close enough with that one. Hanging with certain people start to circulate certain rumors. Ugh. Then you bite your tongue for the sake of peace amongst others. Life at home is  no better. You trust them about as much as you would trust a stranger. As a matter of fact you'd probably trust a stranger more for a stranger would probably judge you less than what your family does. May even sympathize with you. Try to understand you even. Then one day you wake up and you can't take it anymore. You're tired of the lies. The rumors. The back stabbing. The questioning. The emotions. The fake smiles & whispers of people who claim to be your friend. The people who are supposed to be close to you letting people drag your name through the mud and not having enough courtesy to at least say " I'm not trying to hear that ", yet they'll report it to you and not want to say who said what. How can you call yourself a friend if you won't say whose chipping away at your image behind your back? "Bros ain't bros" is a saying that is proven to be true time after time again. Unable to handle the burdens anymore you feel yourself goin crazy. You don't want to but you feel the malice thoughts creeping into your brain from the depths of you. A darl place that you are quite fond of. You left that place long ago and you don't want to go there again. Yet you have no choice. You want everyone who has hurt you to feel what you feel. You want them to hurt. BADLY. You can't stop the tears from cascading down your face and drenching your shirt...It's inevitable you're losin it. What do you do.?

I don't expect anyone to like me. But if you aren't going to like me have a valid reason.

A Random Thought

It kills me that guys be so insecure. Seriously I think they are more insecure than women. They will say they don't care yet they say lil slick shit about situations. If you didn't care you wouldn't say anything stupid. Pisses me all the way off at how they always think someone is always talkin about them. SHUT UP.! You make yourself look so lame and weak. Then you got the ones who call their chick every 10 minutes & text, tweet, aim, facebook, myspace, black planet, send a pigeon in between phone calls. If you have to do all that you shouldn't be with that girl. Duuuuuuh. Lets not forget the guys who get mad when placed in the "friend-zone". What the fuck makes you so special as to be something more than a friend.? Uhhhh please go sit down. I hate to hear guys bitch about males friends. Ummm just because they are friends doesn't mean they are sexin. Once again you make yourself look LAME & WEAK.! This is actually making me mad because I know alot of guys who claim not to care & who yell "fuck bitches. get money", yet the be on social sites with violins and stuff. UBER LAME & ULTRA WEAK. Grow a set.!

You Can't Judge Me

You can't judge me.

I don't see a gown nor gavel

in your possession.

You don't have a fancy name

plate or anything.

You definitely aren't God.

So, what makes you think you

are able to judge me?

You're just as human as I.