8.22.2009

Love, Peace, War

Those who cnt find Love in peace; find it in war.
cLearLy from Kemonte's status.

8.21.2009

Humanity

This quote was such a kiLLer to me.
i forgot where it had initiaLLy come
from but it stuck w. me...


humanity i Love you because when you're hard up you pawn your inteLLigence to buy a drink.

You Don't Know Me



you don't know me and what I`ve been through.
nor what I`ve been through.
have you seen what I`ve seen.?
felt what I`ve felt.?
done what I`ve done.?
probably not.!
as a matter of fact i know you haven't.
don't judge me.
I've learned from mistakes.
I`ve tripped.
I`ve stumbled.
I have more things to learn
and more room for change.
in due time it will get done but for now. . .
 I Live.

the most annoying things

s0o0o0oo... me nd BiLLy Bad Ass were taLkin Last night abt things tht annoy us the most nd this is the stuff tht jus fLuff our feathers.!!! (LoL i sound Lik an oLd person)



wen ppL get on their significant others aways nd hav them Looong ass msg sayin absoLuteLy nothing.! hows abt yu shut the fuck up. yu taLkin shit as if ppL care. "oh this is 'such and such' on ma babes aways say fuhk u h8r azz niggaz nd raachet azz bitches...bLah bLah bLah we gon be 2gthr ALWAYz nd 4EVER"....next week they're broken up.! get over it.!



i h8 wen ppL type Lik this -------> MaN tOdAy WaS a GoOd DaY. or Lik this -------> iim soo tiired oof myy niiggaa & hiiss bullshiit. buut fuucc iit iim goon doo mee liikee ayyeee.!

pLz knock it the fuck off.!



i h8 wen guys say "fuck bitches.! get money.! m.o.e.!' buuuut then they turn around nd saaay "i wish i had a girL to kick it wit. man i need a lady. bLahzay bLahzaaay" Lik nigga make up yur mind. nd quit fkn w. bitches nd get yu a woman or a Lady.! duh. tht be the same nigga tht ask yu to hoLd 30$ untiL wenever. LmFa0 oh yea yu'z a reaL rich nigga aLright.!

when chiLdish coupLes bLow up a break up or frequent break-ups for tht matter sooOOo HUGE . . . whn they know they`re gonna gt back 2gthr :-\. . . >:o dnt call me txt me deLete ma #. . .fuck yu i hate yu . .bLahbLah. .telln they friends "im cool on him/her" n thn they Lovey dovey tha nxt week or two :-!
whn certain "speciaL beings" feeL the need to act out of desire for attention. Whether writing certain shxt in aways thnkng they`re intimidating someone whn they`re far frm wat they tLk thmseLves up to be ! .. or acting out in pubLic thnkng that is they speak a certain way && carry thmseLves in a certain manner othrs wiLL b intimidated . . .whn they Look fooLish n its sad they feeL the need to do so to buiLd seLf -confidence .
chicks who tLk that taLk & are nowhr near that waLk. the kind that dont evn wear tha knock off gucci or gt they hair done.. they post up n sweats beaters/tees etc. ALL THA TIME. . but yet u oso "bomb" n ain`t nobody on your LeveL. The kind tht has ABSOlUTELy NOTHING to show for it
ppL who " got it but don`t know how to act with it " . .. . dudes w money . . .feeLing the need to express thmseLves via fLossin` .. .. . I undrstnd ur happy u got $. .. .but now tht u up thr can u chiLL n kick back Like 1ne ? its obvious tht ur a rookie n those r the main maLes tht attract femaLes w materiaL thngs && turn arnd n tLk abt how much they hate goLd diggers ! .. YOU decided to portray tht image baLLer boy
niggas nd bitches who brag abt they sex Lik its jus to die for buuut wen it comes down to it they cnt hang worth a damn. a few humps nd a few drags then its Limp as a cooked spaghetti noodLe. booooy get yo stamina up Lik reeeeaL shit.!
Lets N0T forget the nigga tht say they h8 a vertain type of girL yet yu stiLL fkn w. tht certain type of girL.! uMmMmM upgrade my nigga, upgrade. nd if N0T shut the fuck up.! cLearLy yu aint the type to attract another type of femaLe.!!! get over yurseLf nd stop bLaming the girL wen its reaLLy yu.!
when maLes feeL the need to front in front of their boys Like they dont Love/Like a chick they`re invoLved with. . .n mke the situation seem Like its reaLLy ntn heont sweat it. . but yet whispern sweet nothings to the chick n teLL`n her the compLete opp.
girLs who gang bang. N00000000000T cute. N0T cute at aLL bro. Lik yu think bein at risk to get shot, jumped, raped (bkuz yur a femaLe), stabbed, kiLLed, etc is okay.? stay away from me LiL Lady.! stay away from me.!
ppl who feeL the need to create Lie after Lie . . . buiLding up a faLse persona just to feeL accepted ,, bcuz they arent comfortabLe w thmseLves -obviousLy- . . .be yourseLf ! Wat matters is how u feeL abt urseLf NOT wat othrs thnk of you
ppL who say 'there's no such thing as a dumb question'. yur a fkn Liar.! yes there is.! thts the dumbest statement known to man.!
uMmMmM guys who supposed to be grown men...but yu typin Lik... cuhkz. nd Lmnhckao nd aLL kind of other stuff. f.y.i. reaL grown men dnt do tht honey. im jus tryna teLL yu tho bro.!

type of L0Ve by Shihan

i want a L0Ve Lik me thinkin of yu thinkin of me type L0Ve. or me teLLing my friends more than i've ever admitted to myseLf abt how i feeL abt yu type L0Ve. or h8ng how jeaLous yu are but L0Ving how much yu want me to yurseLf type L0Ve. or seein how yur 1st name jus sounds so good nxt to my Last name. shit i wanna see how Long i cuLd go w.out caLLing yu nd i bareLy got out of my garage. i want a L0Ve tht makes me w8 untiL she faLLs asLeep then wonders if shes dreaming abt us being in L0Ve type L0Ve. or who L0Ves the other more. or wht shes doing at this exact moment or sLow dancing in the middLe of our apartment to the music of our hearts cLosing my eyes nd imagining how a L0Ve so good can jus hurt so much wen she is N0T there. shit L0Ve N0T knowing where this L0Ve is headed type L0Ve. i wanna pLace those LittLe post it notes aLL around the house so she doesnt 4get how much i L0Ve her type L0Ve. nd N0T hav enough ink in my pen to write aLL there is to L0Ve abt her type L0Ve. i want to make her feeL as good as she makes me feeL. nd i want to deaL w. my friends makin fun of me the way i made fun of them wen they thru the same kinda L0Ve type L0Ve the onLy difference is this is one of those reaL L0Ve type L0Ves nd jus Lik in high schooL i want to spend hrs on the phone N0T saying shit nd then faLL asLeep nd then wake up w. her right nxt to me nd smeLL her aLL up in my covers type L0Ve. i wanna try counting aLL the ways tht i L0Ve herthen Lose count in the middLe so i can start aLL over again. nd i wanna ceLebrate one of those 1 mnth anniversaries even tho it aint reaLLy aint an anniversary but doin it jus cuz it makes her happy type L0Ve. nd check this i wanna faLL in L0Ve w. the meLody the phone pLays wen her number is diaLed into it type L0Ve. nd uh taLk to yu tiL i L0SE my breath she Leaves me breathLess but w. the expanding my Lungs i inhaLe aLL of her back into me. i wanna a L0Ve tht makes me need to change my ceLL phone caLLin pLan to something tht aLLows me to taLk to her Longer cuz in aLL honesty i wanna avoid one of those high ceLL phone biLL type L0Ve. i want a L0Ve tht makes me regret how smaLL my hands are i mean the Lines on my paLms dnt give me enough time to L0Ve yu type L0Ve. nd i want a L0Ve tht makes me jus stu stu studder jus think abt how strong this L0Ve is type L0Ve. nd i want a L0Ve tht make me want to cut off aLL of my hair...weLL maybe N0T aLL of my hair...maybe jus cLip the spLit ends nd cut my mustache but it wiLL stiLL be a symboL of how strong my L0Ve is for her. i kinda feeL comfortabLe now. so i even fantasize abt waLkin out on a green Light jus dying to get hit by a car jus so i can Lose my memory get transported to some 3rd worLd country jus to get treated then somehow meet up again w. yu so i can faLL in L0Ve w. yu in a different Language to see if it stiLL feeLs the same type L0Ve. i want a L0Ve tht is as unexpLainabLe as she is...but im married so she's gonna be the one i share this L0Ve w.!