Take Me High

Sometimes I feel so alone in this world. I feel like no one understands nor do they care. As if I'm the only one who cares about what happens to me. When the tears flow the beat catches them. The bass is my shoulder to cry on. The lyrics become my tissue. I walk hand in hand with the melody as it takes me to places I've never been. Hi hats got me skippin Like M.J. in The Wiz. Sheeesh i feel as if I'm floatin on cloud nine. Maybe even higher. Higher. Higher. Higher with every record. I can't help but to close my eyes and soar above the clouds. Wait!!! What's happening.? Why am I falling.? What's going on.? Faster and faster I drop. The music is fading. B00M...I hit hard. 0uch. My how reality hurts.

If ever I came close to Mr. Carter it had to be you.

Such a beautiful being wise beyond your years.

A magnificent mind with intriguing thoughts.

An intellectual with such charisma & charm.

All the qualities of the perfect friend.

So close yet so out of reach.

To desire you is a sin amongst frienemies.

There is a constant battle for the love

of the epitome of a MAN.

A battle I am not confident in.

So for as long as I breath...

I shall tame the feelings that I

bare for you.

Maybe "Next Lifetime"

How Can A Complete Stranger?

How can a complete stranger
come into one's life and prove
so worthy? Worthy of trust.
Worthy of respect.? Worthy
of loyalty, friendship, honesty,
and most importantly love.


How can a complete stranger
have such a power force
on the heart of the heartless.?
have such an impact on
some behaviors of a person
who has developed such
things over many years.?


How can a complete stranger
infiltrate the mind of a
strong minded, strong
willed, vivid imagination
having spirit.?


how can a complete stranger
make a person want to change?
make a person want to let
down their guard? how can
a complete stranger do such
things.?

I Cry

I Cry...

I Cry...

for the little

girl who yearns for her

daddy. the only man who never

hurt her. her everything and more

that's who i cry for.

I Cry...

for the child that cries

every time the day fades to black.

the child whose innocence was taken

away at the hands of a heartless monster.

that's who i cry for.

I Cry...

for the young woman

who bares a heavy heart.

who's afraid to trust in fear of

abandonment & heartache & more pain.

that's who i cry for.

I Cry...

for the woman that

cannot love. that cannot express

the feelings she surpresses because

of the little girl, the hurt child, & the young woman

that dwell inside of her.

I Cry...For Me.