But you screwed it all up
Playing games now ya just a lame
Who's shit outta luck
I almost wrote you a love poem
2.26.2011
Almost Wrote You A Love Poem
I was gonna write you a love poem
But you screwed it all up
Playing games now ya just a lame
Who's shit outta luck
I almost wrote you a love poem
But you screwed it all up
Playing games now ya just a lame
Who's shit outta luck
I almost wrote you a love poem
In a relationship I come 2 to only a few things. Homies & homegirls are definitely not one of the few. Partying & sports ...nope! Ken taught me that a loooong time ago. "You Never come 2nd to a niggas homies, partyin', otha b*****s, sports, or them. Make a dude put you after God, money, & family." Thank you Ken!
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Words With Friends
Come get you some! Lovemypurp is my user name. I kicks butt. Lol seriously
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My loves
I swear I love my Besfrn & my favorite cousin. They don't tell me what I want to hear they tell me what I need to hear. No matter how much I tell them to shut up. No matter how many times I utter " I don't wanna hear it." They keep it real with me. I can always count either one of them putting a smile on my face or pulling me out of a funk. Never have they thrown anything in my face. Never low blowed me. Never discussed me behind my back. Never said or done anything to hurt me. I'd die if I lost either of those guys. I thank God for those guys.
Words Of Advice
“Everything That I wanted came easy to me. I asked once and I had it. I hate challenge when it comes to love. It should be difficult if you aren't living together. I've never been a rule follower but there are do's and don'ts. I olbige them. Until I feel that the person that I'm involved with isn't doing the same. Love in the beginning shouldn't be that difficult. I'd say quit before you're taken out of your element.” -My Best Friend
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Comfortable
It's 2:29 a.m. And I'm listening to the sound of the rain. My bed is so cozy. The temperature in the room is just right. It's pitch black just the way I like it. I have on just a t-shirt. Comfort at it's best. Yet I cannot fall asleep. What's missing? I roll over & grab my Ipod off of the nightstand & place it in the dock. Pushing play, music starts flowing through the speakers. This should do it. Softly humming the words to the song, I let my mind drift. Before I knew it 45 minutes had gone past and I still couldn't sleep. I got up to get a glass of water. While in the kitchen, I decided to have a glass of wine instead. Making my way back to my bed I sipped my wine & thought what was keeping me up. I climbed back into my cozy bed with the mellow music filling the room. I was so relax until the ringing of my cell phone startled me. It was Tycal. He had just flown in from Los Angeles. My heart skipped a beat when I heard his voice. It had been months. Since we had last seen each other. We had spoken once or twice briefly. He asked if he could crash at my place due to his heating in his condo being down. It was a cold winter in New York so I couldn't say no. I had placed his favorite color towels in the bathroom. I knew he'd want to shower as soon as possible. Tycal and I had history. Lots of it. We fooled around for a year or so. He wanted more. I did too, but I knew I wasn't ready for the commitment. I didn't want to hurt him. We did our separate things but somehow what we had never died. He finally arrived and I was a excited. After a quick embrace we chatted for a minute and I put his bags in the living room closet. He headed to the bathroom and I was right behind him. As he stepped in the shower I sat on the counter with my legs crossed. It was an old habit. We would always keep each other company in the bathroom. I'd take a bath and he'd sit on the side of the tub telling me how his day went and vice versa. After he got out of the shower I insisted on whipping up something to eat. He declined only to offer that he cooked. I had to see this. Perched on the counter top I giggled as Ty made his way around the kitchen. That had to be the toasted peanut butter and jelly I had ever eaten. We laughed at the memories that the infamous pb&j came with. It was getting late. Tycal cleaned the mess up as I excused myself to the little girls room. When I returned, to my surprise, Tycal was preparing the couch to sleep on. I said my good night and retreated to my room. Back in my cozy bed yet sleep wouldn't come to me. How can I be so comfortable and still not able to fall asleep? Right then it hit me. I grabbed my phone and sent a text. A few minutes later Tycal was sliding into my bed. I handed him an extra pillow because I knew he had to sleep with threes pillows. He turned on his side and slightly lifted his leg. Ty tapped my but and without looking I placed my ankle between his calves. We knew each other so well. Without a word we drifted off. My comfort was complete.
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Ciara's Music
I've really been on my Ciara tip. I don't praise her as a singer because she isn't all that vocally but the lyrics to her songs have just been hitting a soft spot with me. Take 'My Love' for example
"Cause if you only knew
what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love"
I've felt that before. If not the whole verse, certain lines definitely fit situations that I'm going through or have been through. It's crazy because I've only ever really listened to her dance music. Another song that got to me was Never Ever.
"If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you"
How true. Even if it's a platonic love or on a more intimate level. I don't know maybe I let the music get the best of me. I know for sure that her music has been having my mind wondering.
"Cause if you only knew
what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love"
I've felt that before. If not the whole verse, certain lines definitely fit situations that I'm going through or have been through. It's crazy because I've only ever really listened to her dance music. Another song that got to me was Never Ever.
"If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you"
How true. Even if it's a platonic love or on a more intimate level. I don't know maybe I let the music get the best of me. I know for sure that her music has been having my mind wondering.
2.25.2011
LTWYLP2
On the 1st page of our story the future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil I don't know I'm still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes & you take that to no extreme
But you'll always be my hero even though you've lost your mind.
Then this thing turned out so evil I don't know I'm still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes & you take that to no extreme
But you'll always be my hero even though you've lost your mind.
3:25...
Up again. Being sick blows. Still gonna make a wish thooo.
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2.24.2011
Quote
"Most N*****a ain't worth s**t. I'm really starting to see that" -Nikkole
I love when we talk and she says random ish. But I have to agree.
I love when we talk and she says random ish. But I have to agree.
A Guy
A guy who likes to listen to all kinds of music. One that can quote one of my favorite movies. A guy who's okay with talking to his girl about everything while she's in the tub. A guy that picks a pretty flower versus buying a dozen roses. One that remembers his lady's favorite food & exactly how she likes it. One that falls asleep but wakes up in the middle of the night just to say 'good night'. A forehead kisser. A snuggler. One who protects his girl from any form of pain. A guy who will buy feminine products. A purse holder. The kind who washes dishes if she cooks. A guy that cooks. A guy who would rather lounge around with her cuddling & kissing, playing & sleeping, than doing nothing with the homies/bros. A guy who will listen to her every word even if he doesn't know what she's talking about. A guy who opens doors & pulls out chairs. A hugger. A guy who doesn't mind her hanging with the girls. A guy who would give up his jacket. One that sends a random 'I love you' text. A guy who will help with homework. One that doesn't pressure for sex. A guy who can admit when he's wrong & won't hesitate to say I'm sorry. A guy who is willing to work with a broken,beaten, & bruised heart. One who will tell you what you need to hear not what you want. A loving guy. A guy who isn't into materialistic things. One that reads her blog and comments as he would on a football game. A man who gives his all to one & not divide himself amongst others....Yeah. That's the kind of guy I need.
It's The Little Things
It's knowing all the words to your favorite song. It's your favorite pair of jeans that fit to perfection. That cold bottle of water on a really got summer day. The joy of knowing someone is thinking of you. Or the smell of your favorite perfume/cologne. It's laughing so hard that you cry. That random call that makes you smile. The feeling of new undies. It's dancing until you can't breathe. Hearing that one song that reminds you of them. It's spelling a word right after you thought it was incorrect. Hearing your favorite song sung by your favorite artist....acapella. It's that feeling you get when you're about to walk in the club. Birthday texts at 11:59 p.m. on your birthday. It's not talking but just bein together. That awkward moment when you catch someone cute staring at you. Reading a story that makes you say "Daaamn shawty!" It's long kisses goodbye. It's like hearing a secret. First date jitters. Knowing who's next to die in the horror movie. It's being complimented on your work. Watching a football game with homies. It's reciprocity. It's forehead kisses in a tight embrace. It's catching your significant other in the wrong. That freaky song that makes you snap your fingers as soon as the song comes on. Yo drunken auntie at the family funtion yellin "That's my jam!" It's that 5 a.m. text saying "i love you". It's that first bite of a great meal. It's knowing that you can trust them.
2.23.2011
Don't Fall In Love By Ne-Yo
Please don’t say what I think you’re about to say / Don’t take the mood away / By asking questions / you already know the answers to
No you’re not my only girl / I ain’t tryna be your man / We had an understanding / So then why are you acting like you no longer understand
Don’t fall in love / Girl I’m not the one / No emotions babe / We just having fun All im gonna do is hurt you (baby please don’t fall) x2
No you’re not my only girl / I ain’t tryna be your man / We had an understanding / So then why are you acting like you no longer understand
Don’t fall in love / Girl I’m not the one / No emotions babe / We just having fun All im gonna do is hurt you (baby please don’t fall) x2
Reb'l Fleur
I'm so gonna treat myself to Rihanna's new perfume. If I didn't I'd be so very uncivilized. I love her & I fell in love with that fragrance from the first whiff. Yes, it's that serious.
2.22.2011
Molly Smiles
This song comes from one of my favorite movies Uptown Girls. It was on the last scene of the movie where Ray was at her ballet recital & performed to this for her solo performance. Tightness.
Daddy’s little girl,
Paints the world with her magic wand
Daddy’s little child
Breathes new life to the morning time for me,
Though were apart,
Her thoughts follow me,
When I come home,
Molly’s smiles with the door,
Molly smiles and she radiates the glow around her halo,
When she plays, Molly smiles
On a summer day, Molly smiles
A new day, molly smiles
Daddy’s little girl,
Ties a ribbon around my heart,
Daddy’s little child
Waves goodbye to the ocean tide that sweeps me,
Though were apart,
She’s a part of me
Daddy’s little girl,
Paints the world with her magic wand
Daddy’s little child
Breathes new life to the morning time for me,
Though were apart,
Her thoughts follow me,
When I come home,
Molly’s smiles with the door,
Molly smiles and she radiates the glow around her halo,
When she plays, Molly smiles
On a summer day, Molly smiles
A new day, molly smiles
Daddy’s little girl,
Ties a ribbon around my heart,
Daddy’s little child
Waves goodbye to the ocean tide that sweeps me,
Though were apart,
She’s a part of me
Enjoy...
2.20.2011
People who have Twitter accounts and are like...involved with people should watch what they tweet. The tweet bird tells all. Lol. It never fails that someone gets in trouble for something they tweeted, someone they followed, or a picture they were mentioned in. You can't blame it on Twitter, though. It's their own fault. *shrugs*. Just something I thought about.
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