Love???

What do you know about love?

What could you possibly know about love?

You know, I'm sick and tired of men using love as if it's some disease you just catch.

Love should have brought your ass home last night!

x_Angela

Exhale

I place my head in my hands & exhale. I recognize the silence that fills the room. His presence is like that of Mother Nature's monthly gift. You're relieved that it's there yet disgusted by it. We don't speak the words that we both are thinking for actions are still speaking louder than words. He clears his throat as if about to spill the best explanation his male-minded mind could conjure. He doesn't. Tears roll down my cheeks & he catches a glimpse of them. He exhales deeply. We are no strangers to this situation. Not at all. See, we've been here before many times before and I'm sure we will be back here again. I cry & I cry. Finally he hugs me & I cry even harder. He places his chin atop my head while caressing my arm. Still weeping I melt into him. How can he be the cause and the cure? How does that work? Why ust he be so smooth? Kissing away my tears. I surrender. I place my head in my hands & exhale once again.

Right Thru Me

I down loaded this song yesterday & I must say it is one of my favorite Minaj songs. Usually she is so animated & crazy but this song shows a calm side of Nicki. I think everyone has a person that sees through them [hence the title].

"You let me win, you let me ride

you let me rock, you let me slide

and when they looking, you let me hide

defend my honor, protect my pride...

You see right thru me

How do you do that sh**"

Maybe Nicki Minaj does have the capability to be versatile. We shall see when her album drops approximately two months from now.

Can't Be Lovers

Have you ever felt strongly for someone yet you knew nothing could ever be? You've grown to know this person and have accepted their flaws and fears. Their negatives along with the positives that they contain. Is it the fact that your pasts are so damaged that it may be a problem to the future? Or is it what your friends will say if they found out you'd go steady with "their kind"? Maybe it's the choice of friends you have. The negative ones. Pointing out any wrong doings they see fit. "She doesn't dress girly always." "He smokes all the time." "He's always hanging out with the fellas" "She has too many male friend." No matter the case you know there is a grand possibility that it will not work out in your favor. So in the meantime what are you doing? Occupying each other until another comes along? Just enjoying the sex? If you think about it carefully, you're only making the road to departure worse. At the end of that road someone is bound to be hurt.

This Is What I Do

For those of you who have Ipods ya'll definitely know about this. I took my Ipod of the charger, plugged in my headphones, (of course not those white ones that come with. everyone knows those go out like a month after purchase.) then I put my purp on shuffle.! The first song was a mellow song so I started tappin my foot & noddin my head. Next song that came on was hella live.! I had to get up & dance. Twirlin' & singin' loud as if I were in the middle of nowhere all alone. Song after song I just kept feelin' the music. Kept dancin'. Kept vibin'. When I seen these pictures...I said "THAT LOOKS LIKE ME, MAN.!" Don't front like I'm the only one who does stuff like this. You people who can't dance have probably made up a dance or two to asong you like. Sheeeesh. It's fun & for me it's a stress reliever. Just vibe with the music. Sing if you wanna. Dance if you must. Whatever you do...just let go.!

Inhale

I nestle my head on his shoulder & inhale deeply. Instantly, I recognize the faint scent of Versace Black Jeans. I smile to myself and melt into his strong embrace. We don't speak the words that we both are thinking for actions speak louder than words. His hands caress my spine as he buries his head deeper into my neck. I feel like a shy little school girl with a crush when he shows me this kind of affection. At times he treats me like a friend. Others we are more than friends. I cherish the gestures fore I don't know if in the next instance they will continue. My grip tightens around his neck & draw myself closer to him. He hugs me tighter. I inhale again, deeper this time. As I exhale I place a subtle & sweet kiss on his shoulder. Another one on his neck. His check. Finally, an ever so sensual kiss on the corner of his mouth. His eyes close as his tongue tries to penetrate my mouth. Quickly I move & place yet another kiss upon the corner of his mouth. This one a tad bit wetter than the first. A slight moan escapes the lips that my body yearn for. I nestle my head & inhale deeply once again.