I don't agree with this holiday. Puritans came to North America & bullied the Native Americans. Learned their ways & then conquered them. So.....what this "holiday" is signifying is the conquering of the Natives. Way To Go Pilgrims.
On another note...I am very thankful for my life. This thing gets very hectic but I love it. As I love the people in my life.
First, my family. I can't stand them most of the time. They always be on some type bullshit. Always arguing, fussin, cussin, fightin, gossipin, & carryin on but we stay down for each other. We love each other & at the end of the day...that's all that matters.!
I am thankful for my extended families. I love em all. Kisses.
To my good friends... I am thankful for all of you and if not every day, every other day I tell you how much I love yall. My Twin (claudia) I love yo whole life. I know I can always count on you. You stay holdin me down with all that good ol quarter baby lovin. My bnL (shanesha)... Man. I went from not likin you to lovin you in a matter of years. Lol I thought you were gonna steal my besfrn. Booooy was I wrong. You get me through some of my bad days with your ever so encouraging words & prayers. I love you. Locito....awwwe chu papas. Lol you most certainly do alot for me. Always lookin out for me. I appreciate that. We had our ugly times....reeeeaal ugly times but we overcame it fairly well. Looooooove. To my lil papacito, my only Jizito, my beautiful. No matter how much we disagree. Get into minor fall outs over petty stuff. Go without talkin. I know I got a good friend in you. Even on yo off days you stay on for me. Lol "my friends told me that when you leave yo socks on the couch means you love me or something." Lol thank you.! My fav. (Ry.Jones) you know I love your entire life. We've put some years on our belt. It's a real unspoken connection with us. We just get each other & it been that way since day one.! I can always get that tough love from you. And you don't ever judge my randomness or me period. Keith & Tiff. My left and right. Lol I dont even have enough words to express how thankful I am for you two. Last but not least my STINKY.! Omg. I love him to death. He done pushed me away & I never left his side. He stay havin my back. I cant fathom my life without that man. I don't care what nobody says, blood couldnt make us nooooooo closer. We got an undying unconditional uncensored kinda love and he holds one of the keys to my heart. My 2 loving and caring best friends. Yall know what it is.! I tell yall EVERYDAY. Nikkole, Nick, Jonathan, Shy Guy, I love and appreciate yall.
To the people that didnt make it. Thanks for exiting my life. Some of you didnt leave calmly and quietly. It's okay. I trying to better myself so...thanks for whatever we had. And thank you even more for being who you are.
Lets go COWBOYS.!
11.25.2010
11.24.2010
CKB
"Chest to chest
Nose to nose
Palm to palm
We were always just that close
Wrist to wrist
Toe to toe
Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose
So how come when I reach out my finger
It feels like more than distance between us
In this California king bed
Were 10000 miles apart
I'll be California wishing on the stars
For you're heart on me
My California king"
I know how it feels to be so close to someone, physically. But emotionally, you were 10,000 apart. It hurts because you love that person but the feeling is gone between each other. You've become just space keepers. Bed warmers. Eye candy for the public. Yet, with all of the distance, you don't know how to let go. You may not want to let go. You pray & wish & wish pray that things will work themselves out. The feeling of bein in a relationship alone is a horrid feeling.
Nose to nose
Palm to palm
We were always just that close
Wrist to wrist
Toe to toe
Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose
So how come when I reach out my finger
It feels like more than distance between us
In this California king bed
Were 10000 miles apart
I'll be California wishing on the stars
For you're heart on me
My California king"
I know how it feels to be so close to someone, physically. But emotionally, you were 10,000 apart. It hurts because you love that person but the feeling is gone between each other. You've become just space keepers. Bed warmers. Eye candy for the public. Yet, with all of the distance, you don't know how to let go. You may not want to let go. You pray & wish & wish pray that things will work themselves out. The feeling of bein in a relationship alone is a horrid feeling.
11.23.2010
Fabolous - White & Navy freestyle
Twiturm.com - Fabolous - White & Navy freestyle
I freakin love Fab.! Chipped tooth & all. WHITE & NAVY, WHITE & NAVY, WHITE & NAVY, WHITE & NAVY.! Ummmm now anticipating the entire song. Whoooop where it's at.?
I freakin love Fab.! Chipped tooth & all. WHITE & NAVY, WHITE & NAVY, WHITE & NAVY, WHITE & NAVY.! Ummmm now anticipating the entire song. Whoooop where it's at.?
Simplistic Beauty
It's nothing like finding beauty in the simplest of thing. A picture of a purple rose or the shape of a cloud. To take a picture that doesn't come out the way you planned but you end up falling in love with it's flaws. A plain Jane or average Joe. Or two children playing without a care in the world. Their innocence beaming from their happy faces. Laughs & giggles as their vivid imaginations conjure jokes someone of an older age wouldn't get. If you can't find beauty in something other than a pretty face with make up. Or something so simply you wouldn't consider beautiful. My heart goes out to you.
The Black Rose
Yesterday, I found a rose.
The most stunning rose I'd ever seen.
It was a sight to see.
It was different.
Not a red rose & not a white.
My rose was black.
The most beautiful black rose.
When I lay eyes on this rose I began to cry.
For I felt the struggle of this unique perennial.
Being casted out by society for being different.
Talked about because of it's color.
Not being acknowledged for it's strength.
To be picked under the classic red rose.
I felt as if this rose were me.
I continued to examine my rose & I smiled.
It gave me hope.
11.22.2010
My Wish
I wish I may I wish I might,
Have this wish I wish tonight,
I hope my wish indeed comes true,
This wish I wish to be with you.
The Intruder
I drifted off waiting for Kaylin to come home. In his business, he works late hours with no benefits. The pay is nice but he definitely doesn't have a 401k or a pension.
It had to be 3a.m. when I was awaken to a pistol in my back. Frozen with fear, I lay paralyzed in my king size bed. Slightly exposed to a masked intruder.
"Where's the safe?", he asked in a low tone.
He rummaged through the night stands looking for valuables. When I didn't answer he nudged me again with his gun.
"Please, take my purse," I pleaded. My voice shook with every word.
He snatched my designer Prada bag and dumped it's contents on the floor with a gloved left hand. He still had the 9mm pointed at me as he picked up my wallet and searched for the cash.
"900$?", he questioned. "What am I gon' do wit this. I'm tryna get paid, ma. Where's the dough bitch".?
"Please. That's all I have. Take it. Just please don't hurt me."
"That aint enough, Ma."
He searched the closet high and low. When he found nothing, he socked the wall with his fist. He continued to search my bedroom frantically for any goods. He stopped when he reached my panty drawer. Carefully he felt under the panel of the dresser.
"Oh!", he exclaimed. "I'm not the only one totin' bangers". He laughed as he pulled out my own gun.
The intruder picked up my favorite lace boyshorts and sniffed them. He located the matching bra & rubbed it across his face. I stared in disgust as he pleasured himself with my under garments. I noticed the large bulge in his pants. "Oh God, no" I thought. My unwanted guest focus his attention on me.
"Put these on", he ordered me.
I dreaded getting out of get bed. I could feel his eyes staring at me as I peeled back the sheets. My pedicure toes touched the plush carpet as I stepped out of the bed. Of all nights I chose to sleep in nothing but Kaylin's NYU tshirts. My assailant's eyes crept up my long legs. He watched as I pulled the lace panties past my thick thighs. Releasing his member he sat in the lucious chair that sat in the corner. Stroking himself, he commanded that I take off my oversized shirt. I complied out of fear. Praying that Kay would be pulling up any minute.
"You's a pretty one. Turn around and let me see that ass," he demanded.
I felt his cold hands on my flesh as me rubbed my plump ass. I knew he liked what he saw. Kaylin did also. I had one of those video girl butts. The kind that guys and girls admired. No stretch marks or those hideous burn marks like that porn star bitch Montana Fishburne. Before I knew it he was standing behind me. I could feel his dick pressed against my ass. Oh how I wanted my fiancé to come to my rescue. Without warning he ripped my shirt exposing my hardened nipples. I hurried to cover my breast as he ran his clammy hands down my back. He patted my ass ghen pushed me onto the bed.
"Don't do this," I cried. "My fiancé will pay you. Please don't do this. I'm begging you."
"Shut up. I don't want the money. I want this sweet pussy".
He began to rub my hairless mound as I lay face down on the bed. As much as I tried to fight the feeling I couldnt control my body's reaction. My pussy began to moisten as he slipped two fingers inside of my love tunnel.
"Stop. Please, stop.", I weakly said.
"You know you want this, Ma. Yo man cant give you what I can. Now be quiet."
I whimpered as I felt him shift behind me. Suddenly I felt the flicker of his tongue on my pearl. He made his way from the bottom back to the top of my pussy. Getting it wetter with every lick. He came up and eased his way inside of me.
"Nooo," I moaned softly.
My plea fell on deaf ears. He inched his way in deeper and deeper. I hate to admit that he felt good. His love boat was a perfect fit in my pleasure cave. He picked up his pace as he gripped my hips & pulled me onto him. Faster & faster. I could tell he was about to reach his peak. He licked two of his fingers and squeezed my pierced nipple. The reaction was shocking. My love muscle locked around his pole. He pumped harder & harder. Finally he let out a groan & shivered. My intruder got himself together.
"Dont move. Count to 1,000 before you get out of the bed. If I look back and see you...I will be back."
He place a pillow over my face as he climbed out of the window.
"1, 2, 3, " I counted before drifting off.
I was awaken by Kaylin's sweet kisses. I smile as I slipped my tongue into his mouth & kissed him passiontely.
"Baby, you make a good robber." I giggle. He smiled & nestled his head on my chest. I played in his hair as he drifted off to sleep. I thought about the next role we would play. I was definitely going to be the bad.
It had to be 3a.m. when I was awaken to a pistol in my back. Frozen with fear, I lay paralyzed in my king size bed. Slightly exposed to a masked intruder.
"Where's the safe?", he asked in a low tone.
He rummaged through the night stands looking for valuables. When I didn't answer he nudged me again with his gun.
"Please, take my purse," I pleaded. My voice shook with every word.
He snatched my designer Prada bag and dumped it's contents on the floor with a gloved left hand. He still had the 9mm pointed at me as he picked up my wallet and searched for the cash.
"900$?", he questioned. "What am I gon' do wit this. I'm tryna get paid, ma. Where's the dough bitch".?
"Please. That's all I have. Take it. Just please don't hurt me."
"That aint enough, Ma."
He searched the closet high and low. When he found nothing, he socked the wall with his fist. He continued to search my bedroom frantically for any goods. He stopped when he reached my panty drawer. Carefully he felt under the panel of the dresser.
"Oh!", he exclaimed. "I'm not the only one totin' bangers". He laughed as he pulled out my own gun.
The intruder picked up my favorite lace boyshorts and sniffed them. He located the matching bra & rubbed it across his face. I stared in disgust as he pleasured himself with my under garments. I noticed the large bulge in his pants. "Oh God, no" I thought. My unwanted guest focus his attention on me.
"Put these on", he ordered me.
I dreaded getting out of get bed. I could feel his eyes staring at me as I peeled back the sheets. My pedicure toes touched the plush carpet as I stepped out of the bed. Of all nights I chose to sleep in nothing but Kaylin's NYU tshirts. My assailant's eyes crept up my long legs. He watched as I pulled the lace panties past my thick thighs. Releasing his member he sat in the lucious chair that sat in the corner. Stroking himself, he commanded that I take off my oversized shirt. I complied out of fear. Praying that Kay would be pulling up any minute.
"You's a pretty one. Turn around and let me see that ass," he demanded.
I felt his cold hands on my flesh as me rubbed my plump ass. I knew he liked what he saw. Kaylin did also. I had one of those video girl butts. The kind that guys and girls admired. No stretch marks or those hideous burn marks like that porn star bitch Montana Fishburne. Before I knew it he was standing behind me. I could feel his dick pressed against my ass. Oh how I wanted my fiancé to come to my rescue. Without warning he ripped my shirt exposing my hardened nipples. I hurried to cover my breast as he ran his clammy hands down my back. He patted my ass ghen pushed me onto the bed.
"Don't do this," I cried. "My fiancé will pay you. Please don't do this. I'm begging you."
"Shut up. I don't want the money. I want this sweet pussy".
He began to rub my hairless mound as I lay face down on the bed. As much as I tried to fight the feeling I couldnt control my body's reaction. My pussy began to moisten as he slipped two fingers inside of my love tunnel.
"Stop. Please, stop.", I weakly said.
"You know you want this, Ma. Yo man cant give you what I can. Now be quiet."
I whimpered as I felt him shift behind me. Suddenly I felt the flicker of his tongue on my pearl. He made his way from the bottom back to the top of my pussy. Getting it wetter with every lick. He came up and eased his way inside of me.
"Nooo," I moaned softly.
My plea fell on deaf ears. He inched his way in deeper and deeper. I hate to admit that he felt good. His love boat was a perfect fit in my pleasure cave. He picked up his pace as he gripped my hips & pulled me onto him. Faster & faster. I could tell he was about to reach his peak. He licked two of his fingers and squeezed my pierced nipple. The reaction was shocking. My love muscle locked around his pole. He pumped harder & harder. Finally he let out a groan & shivered. My intruder got himself together.
"Dont move. Count to 1,000 before you get out of the bed. If I look back and see you...I will be back."
He place a pillow over my face as he climbed out of the window.
"1, 2, 3, " I counted before drifting off.
I was awaken by Kaylin's sweet kisses. I smile as I slipped my tongue into his mouth & kissed him passiontely.
"Baby, you make a good robber." I giggle. He smiled & nestled his head on my chest. I played in his hair as he drifted off to sleep. I thought about the next role we would play. I was definitely going to be the bad.
11.21.2010
I'm In Love
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