The Baby Mama

i feel inspired by a friend of mine named Stone B. (check her out http://www.stoneybeespeaksout.blogspot.com/)

We all know one. or two. The female who bitches, complains, and can't let go. This is also know as "The Baby Mama".

Baby Mama - one who has a baby with a man. the mother of one's offspring. "a bitch i slipped up and popped a baby in"

The Baby Mama is usually a character that brings drama to one's life. They are loud, ghetto, money hungry, and triflin'. They are know for neck rollin, eye rollin, teeth smackin, finger pointin, using profane language, and much much more.

My question is why.? Why go through making yourself look like an ass. All that man is doing is talkin about you with his friends. How stupid you are.!? How he can't stand you. How he fucked your friend/sister/cousin/arch enemy/etc. He probly has two or three girls that he is fuckin with and your the dumb fuck thats willing to fight over him. Why.!? He's fucking you over yet your making an ass of yourself because of him. You chose to have a baby by sir-dogs-alot. You probably knew he wasnt shit when you pushed them legs back and let him raw dog you. Now you look stupid because he doesn't want to play the happy family role. Silly you my girl. Have you filed child support or you gettin 20 and 40 dollars here and there? Have you ever considered that maybe you should stop allowing him to vist your lust tunnel? Oh of course not because your tryin to keep someone who doesn't want to be kept . . .well by you that is. Maybe you should try tending to your child instead of scheming on him. Maybe if you loved yourself you would realize he isn't worth your time and energy. There's probably a nice guy in your life that you over look because you're so stuck on "yo baby's daddy". Please get over this man. He isnt worth it. So the next time you decide to go to his job and cause a ruckus think twice. If he loses his job because you are showin your ass you won't get that 20 or 30 dollars because he'll be unemployed.

But wait. Let's not get the so under appreciated "Single Mother" confused. They handle their business for them  and their children without any help from any man. They work 9-5, off days, and over time to make sure their kids never need. They don't cause scenes. They don't look to a man to give them. They don't try to fight everyone who comes in contact with their sorry ass baby daddies. They grind hard. Big ups to them.

TEN.08.0H-ATE

TEN.08.0H-ATE

it was one yr ago yesterday tht i Laid my eyes on this LiL 5'7 hottie at the 10-8 bLock day. baby had N0 shirt on w. some bLack dickie shorts nd a bLack hat...w. a GANG 0F TATS. he was hoLdin the cutest LiL pie face baby i had ever seen. i asked abt him. "who is he.?" nd the response was aLways the same..."thts the bro." or "thts my baby bro". cuLd somebody fiLl me in on the detaiLs.? i mean DAMN.! i had to get at him. i kept my eye on him the whoLe time. peekin up 4rm my book. taLkin to geo nd Lookin 4rm the corner of my eye. pretending to stare off in space whiLe i Looked at how cute he was...nd then he did it. he Looked at me nd smiLed. nd how pretty of a smiLe. WH0 IS THT.? "who, my baby bro.? oh thts coco." i thought to myseLf "shit another reason to L0Ve chocoL8." . . . 2 be continued

What's In A Name.?

"What's in a name? That which we call a rose / By any other name would smell as sweet"

- WiLLiam Shakespeare

New Hotness.

So i heard this song a whiLe back nd i onLy knew a seLect amount of words. but i L0Ved the heLL outta tht song. so i decided to research it. come to find out it was by a chick named MeLanie Fiona nd the song was "Give It To Me Right". yu know me once i hear something i Lik its a wrap. i youtubed nd googLed this chick nd i discovered she is REAL. i fucks w. her. i Lik her sound nd wht her songs are abt. i'd definiteLy buy her aLbum. a few of her songs are...

• give it to me right
• teach him
• it kiLLs me
• somebody come get me

she aLso did a few covers of other artists songs tht are H0T. dnt beLieve me. jus Listen for yurseLf. i mean...why wuLd i Lie.?

This Is Me.

i'v never been the type to care if i'm weLL Liked or not.

i never was into what everyone eLse did just because the next person was doin it.

i can't say i haven't done my fair share of dirt.

never wiLL you hear or see me be submissive to the mind of ignorance.

i'm human...for the most part.

i cry.

i get attitudes.

i Laugh at the most awkward moments.

i'm a sucker for a pretty smiLe and an intoxicating scent.

on a man that is.

i Look at women. i'm not Lesbian tho.

i confide in a handfuL of ppL that i trust.

i don't have the best reLationships w. my famiLy. i'm okay w. it tho.

 i stiLL L0Ve them...most of the time.

music is my Life.!!!

my ears are oLd and my taste is ecLectic.

 i Lik to dance, eat, fight, cuddLe, be a bitch.

i get scared and sometimes i'm insecure but i'LL never Let you see me sweat.

 this is me at the end of the day.

i'm 100% comfortabLe with who i am, are you.?

Fine Specimen

why.? why.? why.?

is Trey Songz so damn fine.?

sheeeeeesh.

he makes me wanna

go out nd buy some

PoLo RaLph Lauren

boxer briefs.!

Lord knows i L0Ves

a man in boxer briefs.

pLus he's tatted.

im in L0Ve.

enough sed.!!!

Beauty Was Her Name

i think Beauty was her name. maybe not but that's what she was to me. a Beauty. from her warming smile that sent a tingle thru me to her big brown eyes. eyes that spoke words her soft and perfect Lips didn't. face of an angeL. the body of a goddess.! Beauty was her name. it had to be.! how couLd it N0T be her name.? i want to do things with her. oh no. not things between the sheets...though i wouLdn't mind that. i wouLd L0Ve to spend a day or two in her presence because she's so cooL. personaLity just as beautifuL as her face. the face i can't seem to get off my mind. Beauty is her name.! i just can't muster up the right words to teLL her. how wiLL she Look at me.? if onLy Beauty couLd read minds. i'd Let her read my every thought. . .weLL N0T every thought ;-). seriousLy i have to find the words to say that i wouLd Like to get to know her better. to get the chance to make her Laugh just to see that smiLe that amazes me so much. Beauty is her name. one day i'LL Let Beauty know about these feeLings that i hide. untiL then im going to admire her from a distance. my LittLe fantasy. and Beauty is her name.!

=) Saucy Mc.Rude =)

Music

the way he touches me w. hands so smoothLy. it reminds me of how the meLody soothes me. jus Lik the tune of a hot new song. put me nd him on repLay aLL night Long. banging Lik the bass beat. bouncing to the hi-hat. rockin to his rhythm. damn how he know i L0Ve tht.? coLLaborating in such a perfect harmony him nd i, i nd he. jus Lik the Lyrics of my favorite song. i think tht he nd i beLong.

x_i L0Ve the musik

dying L0Ve

= ! = Dying L0Ve = ! =

bLack hat w. a nice bLack dress.
3 bLack roses Lay my L0Ve to rest.
being 2gthr the worLd did detest.
on this day i Lay my roses on my L0Ve.
Lay my L0Ve to rest.

bLack suit w. a nice bLack tie.
3 bLack tears 4rm his bLack eyes.
one L0Ve forever despised.
pastor say one Last prayer for my L0Ve.
hey L0Ve no more sad cries.

bLack hat w. a nice bLack dress.
bLack suit w. a nice bLack tie.
bLack roses putting bLack L0Ve to rest.
bLack tears being heLd 4rm bLack eyes.
getting it off my heart. Laying bLack L0Ve to rest.!

                                                       x_heartbroken.!

Confessions of a Broken Hearted GirL Entry #1 - For You Were Not There

Last night i cried myseLf to sLeep because you were not there. i tossed and turn and yearned for you to be by my side. to feeL your touch. to smeLL your scent. thats aLL i needed to soothe me. i thought i heard you in the haLL yet when i jumped up and caLLed out "baby is that you.?" you didn't respond. fore you were not there.

today i waited for you to come home. i sat on the step with my head in my hands untiL you came. 10 minutes, 20 minutes, 30 minutes, an hour and you stiLL hadn't showed up. a deep sigh of disgust. then it cLicked. maybe you were aLready in the house taking a nap. so i knocked. and i knocked. and i knocked. then i caLLed. no answer. i rapped on the door. yeLLing your name and the door never swung open. for you were not there.

another night and another day. another and another. did you go on vacation and didn't teLL me.? oh "maybe your at your moms" i thought aLoud. suddenLy a Light buLb went off. i knew why you were not answering me. why you kept standing me up. why you never came around anymore and why you were not there.

i cried. oh how i cried. in fact, im crying right now. i reaLized that you wiLL never be there when i caLL you anymore. i shouLd stop expecting you from now on. no more thinking that your there because you won't be....physicaLLy. aLL i can ask is that daddy you watch over me.
confessions of a broken hearted girL