2.12.2011

That's Me

Whaaaat!? Say it ain't so! A freaking Ursula doll. If I was a doll collector I would have purchased that without a doubt. Instead I got a mirror. Had to get something with the seawitch on it. I mean...we DO share the same name. & She is purple & black. Oh, and she is the villian. We were meant to be!

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Sweet Love

Baby your heart is safe with me .. Let me show you what love supposed to be .. Boy I wanna give you .. All of this SWEET LOVE .. All of this SWEET LOVE.. Baby your heart is safe with me .. Take all of my SWEET LOVE.

My Love

This circular motion is all we do
I'm so sick of going back and forth with you
You should have been happy to have me
You said you wanted to have some kids build a family
(Now I)
Wish it wasn't true
It's killing me to do
What I gotta do
The problem here is you
Ain't nobody new not even my crew
Could take the place of you
The problem here is you

Cause if you only knew what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love





I've been on some sort of musical high today. With the help of a friend I done sang myself into a sore throat. It was all in good fun, though. Took my mind off of some things that were bothering me. Music is the window to my soul. It's my escape & my prison. I get lost in the music and sometimes I find the answers in the lyrics of a song. I'd die without some sort of music player.
Stayed up ALL NIGHT thinking bout YOU and I know it AIN'T RIGHT baby but I do I don't think that I can LET GO

Flaws & All

I’m a trainwreck in the morning. I’m A bitch in the afternoon. Every now & then without warning. I can be really mean towards you. I’m a puzzle yes indeed. Ever complex in every way. & all the pieces aren’t even in the box. & yet you see the picture clear as day.

I don't know why you love me & that's why i love you. You catch me when i fall accept me flaws & all & that's why I love you
"Yeah, You may act like a hard-ass, & you always so non-chalant, you got too much pride ...... But I wouldn't have you any other way. You my lil nigga. & I love you" -Nick.
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I'd Rather Go Blind

I LOVE musicals & this came from one of my favorites! Every time this comes on you can't get me to shut up!

U Lost Me

You Lost Me lyrics
I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
She has won. Now it's no fun
We've lost it all, the love is gone


And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me
And we tried, oh how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And oh, we tried, you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight


And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself


I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me



Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me
You'll regret it but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

Up & Down

T. Keli Broken Hearted Girl (cover)

U Get On My Nerves

[Ne-Yo]

Well, I didn't call to have a convo,
I just think I've might left some of my clothes over your house,
A couple shirts and a hat,
So if you didn't burn it, can I get it back?
Now what is you yelling at me for?
I don't give a damn if you're with your new bo,
you're always tryin to get loud
That's why we are not together now!

 Listen, I don't give a damn that you moved on,
'cause anything I felt for you been gone,
I was done from the time that you busted my window.
any time I think about missing you
I remember the stress that you put me through,
The time I lost, how much it cost,
So now I want you to know:



[Chorus:]
That I swear that I don't know how we lasted that long,
You get on my damn nerves,
My damn nerves,
My damn nerves,
I'm glad we're not together now!
And now I'm all right cause with you everything was all wrong.
You get on my damn nerves,
My damn nerves,
My damn nerves,
I'm glad we're not together now!
I'm glad we're not together now!
So glad we're not together now!
So glad we're not together now, yeah!


[Jazmine Sullivan]I know why you called but it won't work,
This ain't about a watch or a T-shirt
But if that's what you wanna stick with,
I can have your shit Fed Ex in the morning
So I guess this is finished,
I guess you're the one, who send it,
There should be no reason you should ever dial my digits
You should never have to call me up pretending,
Cause baby I know you're pretending!
Listen I don't wanna fight cause it ain't the point,
It's sad that you called just to hear my voice,
You should have known I was gone,
When I busted your window!
'cause you won't say it, but I know that you need me baby,
And I'm glad I can say it I don't need you back
I did my part, you broke my heart,
But I won't make the same mistakes again!



[Chorus:]
Oh, and I swear I don't know how we lasted that long,
You get on my damn nerves,
My damn nerves,
My damn nerves,
I'm glad we're not together now!
And now I'm all right cause with you everything was all wrong.
You get on my damn nerves,
My damn nerves,
My damn nerves,
I'm glad we're not together now!
I'm glad we're not together now!
So glad we're not together now!
So glad we're not together now, yeah!


I ain't gonna lie,
I think about if we could try it make it work one more time,
Could we do it?
Could we do it
I admit it, it cross my mind,
If it's something we can end,
Oh, then something clicks inside
I remembered I can't stand you,
No more!
Oh no, no more!


[Chorus:]
Oh, and I swear I don't know how we lasted this long
You get on my damn nerves,
My damn nerves,
My damn nerves,
I'm glad we're not together now!
And now I'm all right cause with you everything was all wrong.
You get on my damn nerves,
My damn nerves,
My damn nerves,
I'm glad we're not together now!
I'm glad we're not together now!
So glad we're not together now!
So glad we're not together now, yeah
At times I wish I had a boyfriend. Then I really think about it....and I smile.
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That's that shit. What shit? That MUTHAFUCKERY!
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Do Unto Others

If you don't want your girlfriend flirt.it Don't do it yourself. If you don't want your boyfriend hanging with a bunch of females. Don't hang with a bunch of males. It's simple, yeah? Yeah. Now if you are insecure and you get all paranoid and don't want your girl/boyfriend doing such yet you still do it...something is wrong with that picture. I don't think you have the right to say anything about what they do if you continue to disrespect them. Anything else would be uncivilized. Am I wrong? Of course not. Me? I get spiteful. If you ask me to stop & I do it yet you continue I'm going to do or say whatever I want whenever I want to whomever I please. If you don't like it...go jump off a bridge, kill yoself, & die extra slow. It's all about RECIPROCITY (don't know what that means look it up). Do unto others as you would have others do unto you.
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Prima Favorita

My Favorite Girl
Tiffny. My Day One. My Ace. My Heart. What more can I say about her. We been down since knee high. It's nothing that I won't do for her because I know she would do it for me. We never had a fight or even an argument. I can call her up in tears & she is gonna listen then give me the best advice she can conjure up. If I ever got rich it would be me & her. If I got it, she got it. If I don't then I'm going to try to get it for her. I hate to see her or hear her cry. It hurts my heart. Mi prima favorita, is one person who I trust. Like really, trust! If anything were to happen to that beautiful young woman I'd lose my mind like when my daddy died. Yes it's that serious. She has never low blowed me. Never betrayed me. Never hurt me. Nothing. 21 years and we never had bad blood or a spilled secret. To one of the reasons my heart beats...I thank you & I love you.

Morning, Tink

I love when I wake up to see "Good morning Tink!" I get all happy & start smiling from ear to ear. “Smiley faces after all of my phrases". Jay must have been talking about me.

2.10.2011

Woes


Never Ever



So Mu'fuckin' Soulful

New Twitter?

Just gotta think of a new name.
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Another Love Letter, Another Pistol

All I asked was to not talk about me. Is that so hard? I guess he couldn't handle it. "That's that shit." I want them to stand together. One shot. One letter. One problem solved.

Can't Win For Losing

Muthafuckas wanna talk about people on Twitter after I deleted my shit. Shaking my head. Real manly! Like I said if niggas got some shit on they minds come at me! Get the fuck off social networking sites!

Kanye Said

" I can't love you this much. "

Dats Dat Shit

"Dats Dat shyt"
-Boogie
Lol yeah that is that shit, huh?
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2.09.2011

Rumor Has It

“I didn’t come here to tell you that I can’t live without you. I can live without you……..I just don’t want too” — Rumor Has It : Sarah Huttinger

Cookies

"Mmmm. Baby take it easy. I'm about to come."
"We don't have much time before your boyfriend comes home."
I plunged my face into her creamy core. Her plump ass sat on the counter as I at like it was my last meal. She tasted so good. I knew I wasn't supposed to be here but I was hooked on her love. I needed a fix badly or I was subject to start acting like a real dopefiend. I licked at her freshly waxed pussy like a kitten drinking milk. Her love poured onto the counter and formed a small puddle. The best pussy formed puddles. I stuck two fingers inside of her pleasure cave. She began to rotate her hips to a silent beat. Round..pause..round round. Over and over again. Slowly I rubbed her swollen clit with my thumb as she kept gyrating her hips. Now to have two fingers & my tongue in her pussy while rubbing her clit was talent. I could tell that no man made her feel as good. I had an oral fixation and I aimed to please. "Oh! Baby, right there! Don't stop. I'm..." She began grinding my face hard. Her legs locked behind my head & I felt them shaking. "I'm ..I ... I'm comin!!!" She came hard & I caught every ounce of her potion. She pulled me up & kissed me deeply savoring her own juice. I grabbed my keys and my hat & left. On my out her husband was on his way in. "Hey Jessica," he said cheerfully. "What brings you by?"
"I just came to drop off some papers for you that my dad had sent. Then your lovely wife offered me some cookies and I couldn't say no"
He smiled. "She does have a way with the oven, doesn't she? Best cookies you ever had!"
We all laughed. "Indeed they are."

P&LL

"Pistol & Love Letters". I got the concept from a conversation I was having with a friend. It kinda stuck. I think the concept is cool. Love can drive people to pull triggers. It's simple. I'm not plotting on killing anyone...not yet at least lol. Some of the "Pistol & Love Letter" posts are how I feel and some are just the creative mind of me going to work. Enjoy.

Love Letters & Pistols

I didn't want to shoot him Mrs. Carter. I really didn't, but he drove me to it. I was a good girl, a very good girl. Why did he always tell me that I was bad? Why did he hit me? I just wanted to love him. He was just too bad. As he wrote me that love note trying to apologize for the black eye I had. I stood behind him with a pistol. Maybe he won't be bad where he's going.

Pistols & Love Letters

I wrote him a love letter. Had it delivered with a single red rose. By the time they saw it the tears had dried on my broken heart. And then I shot them both.

GoodMorning By Loaded Ink

Goodmorning
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Bnl's

Fun House BnL's

I Love These Nuts


Besfrn, Bnl, Me leaving the movies.
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2.08.2011

Boogie's Words

Been in a sort of depression lately. Mind been all kinds of places that I didn't know existed. The most unexpected person shot some words at me that kinda made it a little better. Your words, though I will never verbally tell you, help alleviate the hurt. I can't even believe I shared such a deep part of myself with you. Maybe I was wrong about you. Forgive me for my judgement. Gotta thank Boogie. Thanks a ton Boogie!
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The Blacklist

I think that the blacklist is one of the best apps for smartphones. Thank you, Technology.
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2.07.2011

Love Ain't Love

"When You hurt, I hurt
You cry, I cry
You telling me this truths a lie
Means love ain't love no more
When You feel the pain
I feel the same
You telling me things ain't the same
Yes, love ain't love no more"




Went to go see The Roommate with my Woe/Bnl, Besfrn, & Stina. As usual it was pure jokes. This was the result of the nig ht. Dancing in the parking lot to Cat Daddy. While Stina tried to kill me with her high beems. Sooo much fun.
Rejectin'
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Denied

It's crazy how one could make a simple request yet the minute they turn their back that very request is denied. *deep sigh*
“Maybe I got to much pride to cry for ya but not enough to call ya & tell ya how I adore ya" -T.I.


I couldn't have said it better.
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