Hard To Trust

It's hard to trust someone who you tell things to only to later have them thrown in your face at some point in time. It makes it hard to want to talk to that person about anything. Or is it just me that feels this way?

Forehead Kiss

The most intimate kiss is the infamous ; forehead kiss. A kiss so tender it can make the most hostile of woman weak in her knees. You see the forehead kiss can definitely be used interjectionally. It let's her know you care. Or that everything will be okay. That you apologize. So many meanings, just one gesture. How many women do you know that don't absolutely adore kisses place upon their foreheads? Not many if any at all,.right? Crazy.

Just One of Those Days

Have you ever had one of those days where you dress really cute? You're matching from head to toe yet something doesn't feel right? That was me on this day. Surprisingly a lot of people liked the look. Not that it matter if people liked it or not that's me. I thought I looked pretty cool. Don't you? :)

In My Skin

I am comfortable in my own skin. I accept every scar, every quirk, every dent or ding that I have. I'm okay with my little boobs. I embrace the jiggle of my little butt. I don't regret any of my tattoos. It's my body art. That represent my life. I love my slender frame. I don't care if people think I'm "too skinny". Your opinion doesn't render the way I feel about myself. You don't have that power. Sorry.

Raw Me

Happy Mother's Day

Today is Mother's Day (5.8.2011). I want to give a special Mother's Day shoutout to Lady. We done had our ups a downs. Been theu bad times & good. We made a trip to hell & back but through it all she did her stuff for me. I appreciate it all. She spoiled me rotten (along with my Daddy.) I can't express how much I love & appreciate her crazy ass buuuut I do. Love you Lady.


Special Mother's Day love to my closest friends & loved ones mommies, grandmommies, & godmommies. Fav, Twin, Cortes, Kev, Keys, Keith, Tiff, Lan, Boogie, Locito, Beautiful, bnL, Nick...& anyone I forgot.

Superwoman

I wish I had an S on my chest. With a vibrant colored purple cape. I would save him. From hurt, harm, & pain. I'd protect him with every once of my being. To never see him sad would be my mission in life. I'd gain strength from his radiant smile. I'd grasp motivation from his desires. Fighting villains off daily to make sure he rested easy when the lights went down. I wish I could be his superwoman. . . . 

How I'm Feeling

Cargo shorts, Ugg boots, Hello Kitty tank top. In the wind attire.

Birthday Shoe

This is the shoe that I want to wear on my birthday! I. Am. In. Love with this shoe man! Hopefully, I can get that hook up so my feet'll be fresh on my 22nd birthday. If not then I'm gonna cash out on it. Lol. Think about buying my Ace a pair too.

Girl It's Over By Jagged Edge

 Watch "Jagged Edge - Girl its over - with lyrics!!!" on YouTube 

R.E.S.P.E.C.T.

Respect.

What is it to you?

Dear Mr.Carter

If I could write him a letter and send it to him it would read...

Dear Mr. Carter,

I miss you.

Sincerely,

Ursula

Bare It All

We Fell Asleep In A Car

We fell asleep in a car. Talking about this that & the third. Laughing & fighting. Just like old times.

We fell asleep in a car. Listening to the sound of the rain. Asking what ifs & do you remembers. Reminiscing of things both good and bad.

We fell asleep in a car. Arguing about what was & what could have been. About the negativity & the childishness. Remembering how much we couldn't stand each other.

We fell asleep in a car. To a kiss on the forehead & an I'm sorry. A rub of the head & a slight smirk. Topped off with an I love you.

We fell asleep in a car.

Karaoke

"I know they say the first love is the sweetest but that first cut is the deepest" -Drake

There Was A Time

There was a time....


When "good morning" was an everyday thing. You'd wake up & see that little envelope at the top of your screen. You were the first thought of the day by all means. Guess things change just like people. Once that's gone . . . . . . .

Complicated By Rihanna

Why is everyday with you so complicated

Why do you make it hard to love you

Oh I hate it

Cos if you really wanna be alone I,

Will throw my hands up cos baby I tried

But everything with you is so complicated

Oh why

I'ma stick around just a little while longer

Just to make sure that you're really sure

You like sleeping alone



I love Rihanna. This song captivated

me from the very first moment I heard

it. I think most women have been there

if they aren't there right now.

Tumblr

I think I have a new addiction. It's name is Tumblr.

My loves

I swear I love my Besfrn & my favorite cousin. They don't tell me what I want to hear they tell me what I need to hear. No matter how much I tell them to shut up. No matter how many times I utter " I don't wanna hear it." They keep it real with me. I can always count either one of them putting a smile on my face or pulling me out of a funk. Never have they thrown anything in my face. Never low blowed me. Never discussed me behind my back. Never said or done anything to hurt me. I'd die if I lost either of those guys. I thank God for those guys.

Ciara's Music

I've really been on my Ciara tip. I don't praise her as a singer because she isn't all that vocally but the lyrics to her songs have just been hitting a soft spot with me. Take 'My Love' for example

"Cause if you only knew
what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love"

I've felt that before. If not the whole verse, certain lines definitely fit situations that I'm going through or have been through. It's crazy because I've only ever really listened to her dance music. Another song that got to me was Never Ever.

"If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you"

How true. Even if it's a platonic love or on a more intimate level. I don't know maybe I let the music get the best of me. I know for sure that her music has been having my mind wondering.