If ever I came close to Mr. Carter it had to be you.

Such a beautiful being wise beyond your years.

A magnificent mind with intriguing thoughts.

An intellectual with such charisma & charm.

All the qualities of the perfect friend.

So close yet so out of reach.

To desire you is a sin amongst frienemies.

There is a constant battle for the love

of the epitome of a MAN.

A battle I am not confident in.

So for as long as I breath...

I shall tame the feelings that I

bare for you.

Maybe "Next Lifetime"